it's over. i ended my relationship with the girl today, and although i was the one who ended it, i have the sadness about me of being dumped. i really don't feel like going into the details, but suffice to say my happiness was short-lived, and i'm back to my miserable self. i don't think i will be posting again, i have nothing left to say, so for the few of you who have stuck with me, you can save yourself the trouble. i don't want to delete the blog, and i'm not really sure why. but it was nice knowing you all. just for shits and giggles, one last time before i go: DAMN THE MAN AND FUCK BUSH!