it's the end of the world as we know it and i DON'T feel fine

in my last post i said my wife were working things out. turns out the only thing we worked out was that we were separating, she was quitting her job, and moving back home. needless to say i wasn't involved in any of this decision making. it hit me like a ton of bricks, i thought we were making progress. turns out i'm an idiot. the only good news from all this is that she hasn't filed for divorce (yet), although it wouldn't surprise me if she did. it's like she turned off her emotions towards me like you turn off your shower, one second they're there, the next they're not. i've sold the house and am moving in with my brother about an hour from where she will be living, making it easier to see the kiddies. and like a fool i am still holding out some hope that we can work things through after all. despite all the bad news, i seem to be making progress as far as my depression goes, on the whole. i'm obviously depressed that my marriage is going to hell, but i'm managing to stay out of the deep black hole i used to fall into. i suppose that's all for now, i'll talk to you soon.