back to whining

what can i say? sometimes you need to get stuff off your chest, so i suppose this is the best way to do it.
too much has happened since my last post to be covered in one entry, my attention span simply won't allow it. so it is with a complete lack of fanfare i re-enter the blog world.
i've been back in the psych hospital again and this one almost cost me my marriage. my wife and i had previously discussed the effect my depression was having on our marriage and her inability to deal with said depression. this time was evidently the straw that broke the camels back. she told me not to come back home when i was released from the hospital. luckily my little sister let me stay with her. long story short: i'm back at home and we are working things out, albeit slowly.
my depression is much better now. while i was in the hospital i finally decided to do ECT treatments (shock treatment). as far as i can tell it's made a huge difference, and my therapist agrees.
i think i hit all the major issues of my so-called life (am i the only one who misses that show). i think i will start my sporadic posting again. it feels good to put feelings into words, seems i am talking to someone about it, as i don't really have anyone here to confide in. i'll be seeing you soon.