overdue

i haven't posted in a while, not to say there hasn't been tons to say, i just haven't felt up to saying it. good news, i got a job, bad news, i lost it. better news i finally got approved for medical disability for my insanity. my payments will start next month. marriage has been rough lately, but i think we have it all worked out. i just realized this sounds more like a news update than a journal entry, but what the fuck, at least i'm posting. my daughter is teething so she is either eating and whining, crying, or sleeping. no amount of oralgel can relieve what has to hurt like fuck for a little one. i feel sorry for her, but catch myself getting angry at the constant crying, then i feel guilty, repeat process all day long. speaking of her, the girl loves to eat. some days i think she puts away more than i do. my son is at the inlaws for two weeks. week one is over and i'm kind of starting to miss the little bastard. well, we can chalk this entry up to one of my worst, but hey, i tried. i'll be back soon, maybe write something other that the whinings of my life.