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i was just looking over my recent entries and came to the realization that my writing has turned to shit. just random nonsense being thrown at you like shit from a monkey at the zoo. i can't decide if this is because i don't really have a driving force in my writing like i did before (the monkey faced idiot) or maybe the drugs are keeping in too much of a fog to think clearly. whatever the case, bear with me while i get back into the swing of things if you'd be so kind.